4.29.2009

lim+goh=limjingtyan



















These are my lingo (lim+goh), my papa and my mama. Papa lim chow nee (70 years old), Mama goh lian chwee (63 years old) . They love singing, they always pratice at home before they have any singing performance. My papa like to record his singing with mama. He played the cassete in his car everyday. Every night, before he sleep he will play his singing cassete again. When my papa was young he likes to join choir very much. At the end, he give up because he got to work day and night. Now he has retire, he decided to form his own choir team. He did it, he is the leader now . He provide venue, vehicle and food. Every tue and sun, is his choir pratice. He likes to cook 'dong shui' and kuih muih for his member. He willing to do this, this is his hobby after his retiring life.












Every morning, my mama goes dancing with a group of friend. They have to wear red T-shirt as their uniform. From far you are see a group of people in red very clear and outstanding. After dancing, they will having breakfest together. Sometimes my mama will cook some dishes and bring over to share with her friends. They are forever happy and noise. My mama's car always prepare small chair for her to chit chat after dancing.
Both of them are very enjoy their life. They are forever active in social life. I am so proud of my papa and mama. Please do take care and love yourself ya. Love you, your daughter amei.

4.26.2009

my mum cook

my mum is a good cook, she used to cook since she is 1o years old...she born in a poor family, she is no.2 among 10 sisters and brothers.she trained to cook for her little brothers and sisters. Every morning she has to cook before she went to work. According to my mum, she had to prepare plenty of porridge and simple vege. These are their breakfest and lunch (2 in 1). when the time my mum was in 17 years old, she worked as a maid in penang. This is the first time she left home and worked alone in Penang. ( maybe this is the reason she likes to eat penang asam laksa) when she was in penang, she used to cook different type of cuisine....chinese food, western food etc...she is a talented cook. I still remember when i was 11 years old....i used to watched my mum cook....and she always asking me to go out of the kitchen. she don't like anyone of us to kacau her .....haha but i still stand next to her. One day i told my mum, can i cook for you. " You sure or not", " I said i can". At the end, i cooked 4 dishes and 1 soup. It is really a surprise to my family, but my mum keep saying can eat or not.....while she was talking,her mouth is full of food. kekeke.....

yesterday night she cook a fantastic ' char siow'. Omgs...it is damn happenning, it's taste good and yummy.... i love it. woooohhhhhhhhhhhh.... Look at the 'char siow' , it is so fat and oily but when you put it in your mouth. You difently shock of it.....thanks mum! good job, well done! i love it! you forever my idol in everythings you are.



















#ps: peppies, my mum is going to cook for you guys....she is preparing for everyone of you, i will bring back for our lunch meal. dun miss it ok , i will be back this 4 May (mon). C ya!

4.23.2009

mine watches!!


















1 2 3 4 5 6  
1 from different places,
2 from different peoples
3 contains different weight
4 built in different length
5 from different background
6 in different prices
but
they all belong to me
they all my favorite
they are mine
i love it
watches are my favorite

4.22.2009

for myself

































tiring makes me feel sad, feel down, feel lost
tonight i have decided to treat myself a good meal
i went to zen which my favorite japanese restaurant
i am here alone but i still feel warm
because i have tasted a warm and familiar taste 
which i have been forgotten in my memory

last time when pep still at sunway
i used to go zen quite often
hoi is the one who always accompany  me
her favorite fresh raw sanman 
but now we are getting lesser and lesser
and she is not around with me almost 4 month

as usual i have my regular set meal 'sanman salt'
zen- forever the best cook for this meal
i still love you very much
i ate very full and peace
i spend an hour just enjoying my meal
ya, it defiantly not cheap
but i think i have to treat myself 
because i need it
i need to recharge my battery
i need to recover slowly
i need too . . . 
i wish too . . .
i want to be . . .

4.21.2009

设计师

还记的小学一年级,我的志愿 . . .
写了‘设计师’,当时也搞不清楚什么?
就这样‘它’一直跟随着我 . . .

到了中学毕业侯,我依然选择了‘设计师’
尽管和家人争吵,被亲朋契友泼冷水
我还是坚持的要‘它’

选择了‘它’
一个人到陌生的地方生活
还记得离开家的那一天,妈妈并没有送我
我知道她舍不得
就这样我一个人来到了这里生活
一个人吃饭, 一个人看电视
一个人, 一个人!
每逢星期日从家里回到这里
我会哭个不停!
又是一个人的我 . . .
我不喜欢这里的星期日

在这里生活的第三年
我的毕业试来临
六月的某一天,我想放弃‘它’
我无法完成‘它’
也不敢向家人诉苦,说我不行了!
因为我选择了这一个‘它’
我只好坚持
最终我也成了‘它’

学院毕业侯,就工作了将近七年
这七年里,我不停的工作
因为我很自豪,我是‘它’
工作狂, 工作痴
也记不得我所做过的什么什么
也不曾记得它!

我喜欢‘它’的过程多过‘它’的样貌
工作上却偏偏唱反调
我也尝试了好几年
尽管市场的要求也日夜更新
究竟我还能适应多少呢?
不知道!

我选择了这样的一个‘它’
对还是不对?

4.17.2009

空白格

回家的路上,脑里一片空白格
空白着白天黑夜的过活
坐在车子上,心灵一片空白格
空白着无音乐的陪伴 . . .
意外的发生 ,体力一片空白格
空白着如何继续撑着 . . .
走进房间里,眼里一片空白格
空白着如何整理它 . . .
坐在电视前,心里一片空白格
空白着戏里的故事 . . . 
听了妈妈的电话,思绪一片空白格
空白着你的健康 . . .
顿了几分钟,还是一片空白格
空白着一切一切 . . . 

4.08.2009

可以

今早我起的很早
因为只有在这个时侯
不用刷牙
不用打扮(或许我从不)
不用说话
可以懒懒的
可以丑丑的
可以暖暖的
可以空空的
可以静静的
可以轻轻的
享受早上的温暖
让我觉的很平静!

4.07.2009

悲与喜

今晚我们在汕城用餐,一如往常,我又多点了一个人份。当aunty把‘星洲米粉’摆在中间时,我就很好奇地说:‘你怎么知道这是公私吃的!’ aunty 笑笑说她知道!当时,我的眼泪差一点就掉了下来!我怎么会这样能?就因为那一个‘星洲米粉’吗?不是的,而是我的眼泪挺不住了!近来,发生了好几件事,一连二三地发生... 车的问题,脚的问题,精神的问题,钱的问题,等等????不记得我躲在厕所哭了几次?疯了几次?我的脚又痛了,令我坐得很不舒服,很想再去‘军师’,它的痛令我全身发抖,麻痹!回家的路上,痛的很!原来它会是那么漫长的一个旅程!车的问题令我烦大了头,刚刚我又发现了一些事,又得再去再去再去好几趟produa. sighs.......因为你,我的精神出了毛病,很怕下雨,每当下雨天,不论是白天或黑夜,我都担心着,吓醒着!慢慢地也开始疑神疑鬼了!没有音乐的陪伴,令我觉的很空荡荡的,很恐惧!有些事我想我还是不能接受,却点头说‘好’,‘可以’!

放工前,老板给大伙们讲了一些话!听了后,我恍然被她打醒了,脑里想了一些些想法,想通了某些事!谢谢你!也和大伙人谈了好一阵子,收获不少!谢谢你们!顿时,我的心热了起来!我想我应该把它放下,都发生了,不能回头!我应该把手上的事情做好!我想要安慰!今晚我吃了好饱好饱,我知道我须要力量来作战!我要睡的好,我要好好的!因为我还有好多好多的事等着做!

我想我会没事的,有什么做错的,讲错的!请原谅!

我接受的!

4.01.2009

耳朵里的小小听筒!

虽然我们就只有两只耳朵
可是我们却天天收听着不同的电台

听一听轰叫的
听一听温柔的
听一听争吵的
听一听你的
听一听他的
听一听它的
听一听我自己的

一二三四五六七
一听就数不清
听不清你我他它的声
究竟应该是my fm / 988 / mix fm / hits fm / light & easy / 933...
太多喽!
不知道啦!
等等
好不好?

我只想听一听
听我自己世界里的声音
只须要一个就好
一个让我沉默, 让我低头,让我平静, 
让我哭, 让我笑,让我疯, 让我喊,让我巅
让我让我让我让我
让我...世界只有你而已
让我...我只须要你而已
让我...我不能没有你

只要让我沉默, 让我低头,让我平静,
 让我哭, 让我笑, 让我疯, 让我喊, 让我巅
我就能抬起头,向前看着你, 听着你, 说着你!
不得不佩服耳朵里的小小听筒!
你的耐心, 你的结构!